Time...

The time is coming!!!The time is coming!!!!Finals are coming laa!!Sigh..I want it to come,but I don't want it to come,as well.I want it to come because then I'll be "free" faster,and I don't want it to come because I'm not ready for exams yet.I still don't get chemistry and I'm trying to understand biology.Physics and add maths are easier to handle now thanks to Pn.Lim.Then there's sejarah,and memorizing moral.I can't wait for the end of the year.
This year has been really different.So many new responsibilities,new pages of life have been opened and written on,and there's still so much more to come.I can tell that everyone has changed this year.Even if they're just tiny changes,they're still something that influenced other things to change.I can see that a lot of us aren't as close to one another anymore,and we're coping with things differently.The paths that we're taking;some of us are just on two completely different paths,and some of us still come across one another sometimes,and some of us just can't be separated from one another.The stuff we're going through,is just so different now that we can't comprehend what the other person is going through sometimes.If it was still last year,I'd keep fighting to keep our friendships as close as the clothes we wear touching our skin,but I understand that there will come a time where we will have to part.Whether we accept it or not,one day we'll all lead completely different lives.We'll be going to different colleges,studying different things,hanging out with different people,but that doesn't mean we have to keep distant from one another now itself.We still have a few more years or maybe more than that to live as a "sisterhood" in that sense.I don't believe that all that we've worked out these past few years can just fade away in a blink of an eye.I don't believe it because I've come to love each and every one of you so much.Each of you share very special memories with me and my life would never be the same had I not met each and every one of you.All in all,I'm glad we're all friends,I'm glad we've learned so much from each other and spent certain parts of our lives together.My time with all of you have just been such a blessing.I just hope we'll get a chance to make more wonderful memories with each other in time to come.Let's start planning stuff for the holidays and make the most of our limited time with one another.

-Elena aka Monkey-